Archive for June, 2007

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new update

June 16, 2007

i’ve been saying so much about this film at my other webspace . . . so i’ll be lazy (again) and re-post it, here:

my bloody valentine

w/r/t the last post on my thoughts about The Dandy Warhols track i want to use (and had toyed with but did not use use for my C’s 2007 presentation/short film homage to Godard and the diy vibe in filmmaking) . . . for my new film, i will make no change. the My Bloody Valentine track “sometimesis it for how it intimates an affective relationship between sight and sound (sound providing an escape — maybe, a clear, new, if reluctant-to-move-on space).

some day, i’ll just hold a session in which i will play, very loudly, “bohemian like you” . . . and it will be worth it for how it shapes an affective disposition to new media work; not that it’s not Serious Rhetorical Work, but . . .

. . . it’s you that i want, so please

just a casual, casual easy thing

is it, it is for me . . .

. . . which sounds great, and is sometimes — maybe even frequently — for me, true. but more often than not, i both enjoy and obssess over mylittlefilms. will they get it? will they destroy me? does this matter? . . .

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film update

June 15, 2007

i’m going to combine 2 posts from my other web space . . . to catch up anyone who’s been reading. i’ts a massive, lazy merge (i’m beat from all that stop motion work).

here you go:

Friday, June 15, 2007

conventions. ha.

i spent the entire day yesterday editing my film (image recurrence for subliminal suggestion — you. will. love. it). i had hoped for more useable footage but ended up doing some fun things w/ what i had (discovering the available means of persuasion). then, my husband watched and said he didn’t get it. $%#%^^#@!!! i said, “did you enjoy it?” . . . “did it do anything for you?” . . . but he was confused. maybe it’s because the film is no good. but NOOoooooooo. maybe it’s because he expects something different for an academic occasion. but these occasions shift, right? i like that i do most of my experimental rhetorical work at a “convention.” thank the fates for resurfacing our investments in live performance.

today, i will play w/ different tracks; as of now, i’ve used a track from My Bloody Valentine, but i’m toying w/ a Dandy Warhols track as an alternative; it will give a completely different sound. at a different convention, i’d love to screen both versions and then think about sound and image, Chion’s “audio-visions(s)” and how film experience is about more than image but synchresis, an immediate association between a sound and an image . . . the sound almost always a simulation (i.e., dropping steak in foley work “means” a punch in the gut) — thus, you are creating a new image or expression-event (in Massumi’s terms), a new way of experiencing a particular set of images. i want to think about this because it is fun and because it is rhetorically powerful work, synching sounds to images (D & G and “trumpets” . . . the infamous comment). but, for me, synchretic work is most interesting because it speaks of the “unassimilable” nature of affect w/r/t an “image-event” (i’m channeling Massumi) . . . when you add our “find” the right sound for your image, when you shape a pleasant, provocative, eery, ethereal, or otherwise moving synchretic effect (usage?), there is a transcendent joy that escapes articulation. sports afficianados will talk “zone” . . . this is similiar, i imagine . . . it’s also what we’ve been doing forever in our rhetorical work (but maybe on a much smaller or less complicated scale, which is not to say that our work w/ writtten discourse is not complex because it is; i am thinking of how language, up against the intensity of/within a multimodal image- or expression-event is, via Massumi, “subtractive.” as for workign beyond the single track (written discourse) we are “prepared” . . . it is that we now have more tools w/which to do it that is exciting for rhetoric.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

stop motion

it’s probably a bad thing that i’ve been toying around w/ something like stop motion animation . . . it can throw some pretty trippy effects that look like, well, effects-for-effects’-sake (which i loathe but am beginning to see the seduction of). but it’s interesting to see how effects create alternate realities, manipulated or constructed realities, so i’m thinking that this is not only valuable for me as a creative tool but that it could be an interesting practice for the classroom: create a stop motion animation scheme that reflects motion of a kind you imagine but have not witnessed (but for your mind’s eye). i’m toying with an image (above) of Dalí’s “The Little Theater” (1934) superimposed upon a scene of an empty public newspaper box. w/ stop motion animation (it takes forever, and mine is jumpy, but i sort of like it like that, a little bit crude) “liberate” it from the container only to then capture it inside a quivering silver frame (using stop motion to “shake” a frame from an earlier image, of wall-hung installation, that appears in the film). while i am mostly “finding” this sequence by toying around, if pressed to “make sense” of it, i suppose i could say that i am hoping w/ this tiny sequence to say something about our desires for liberating concepts from contexts (excavating “art” from the everyday) despite our recognition of the reality and potential value of those contexts in terms of how they expose and venerate an image/concept/text. it’s all so precious . . .

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yes

June 11, 2007

 all is well w/ the PSU situation. i’m peaceful and happy (don’t act surprised). a nice woman at the hotel worked it out, and the conference organizers were also busy making arrangements for me (thanks Stuart, John and Matt). i feel silly for the drama. more on all of this at http://blkyburz.blogspot.com . . .

. . . but, um, i can’t imagine you’ll want or need to read more.

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no

June 10, 2007

  the PSU Conference hotels are booked up. seems a massive basketball event takes place alongside our conference (so much for kairos). this could be bad; cost is already a serious issue, but, i’d thought, this is a fresh new conference venue for me and an opportunity to experience some fabulous talent. so i thought i’d throw in my annual travel budget. i even cut the first 35 seconds of my film (which took about 2 days) and have been getting excited about it (finally, after some initial doubts). if i back out, i will at least have a newlittlefilm to enjoy and possibly share (maybe at NCTE, where i am also scheduled to go but have no $ support from my institution w/ which to do so). whiny, whiny.

so, how do other people do it? for me, travel has never been an issue. if i was presenting, the $ was there. now that we’re a university, everyone is terribly worried about budgets because it seems we’re increasingly visible and accountable. because i have been so well funded in the past, as the logic (?) has been presented to me, i will be very thinly funded this year, despite presenting, despite publications emerging from my presentations, etc., etc. (more along the same whiny lines). but seriously, i wonder about the extent to which people simply fund their own conference trips. i find it horrifying, which sounds just awful, i realize; still, i’m not happy about having to consider it (and i’m certainly not on an R1 associate’s salary). merde.

but this space is for thinking about representation. so what does this funding issue mean? what does my situation represent? in many ways — i’m revising here from an earlier post that will probably get me into some trouble — i just can’t say it (i did, but i pulled it; maybe you got to see it . . . it’s silly, though, going public w/ a rant like that. my apologies). but so the whole thing must be kind of funny, when you think about it. otherwise, it’s just sort of tragic (i realize that “tragic” is overstating it, but i’m whining, so let me have it for now; i’ll probably pull it later anyhow).

still, the film is fun. i’m glad to get to do it. maybe i’ll simply send along a quicktime file and hope that someone pushes “play.” this could be good, this absence, because i’m simply terrified of Michael Berube (although i remember fondly andn without fear and did certainly identify with something he once said about Elvis Costello and teaching and feeling old in light of his student demographic). but so surely i need not worry about his attendance at my session. as if.