i’m thinking something like this for the premiere. too severe?
i’m thinking ahead, even though today, i simply created an abstract of my proposal for a CEL (Community of Engaged Learners) Grant for a development officer to read over. s/he will advise me before i draft the fuller document (which i’ve already begun, but i’ll wait to get feedback before going too far). i need funding, mostly for travel, lodging, food, and stipends for those i can persuade to come along to help out (student interns, my filmmaker friend Brad Jones of Genuine Magic fame, and Mike, who will help with the shoot). in this economy, i can’t be tempted to dump my expenses on a credit card (that’s for skin care serums and tinctures, and for boots. obviously). so but anyhow, if i don’t think ahead, at least in part, i can’t be in it in the moment. it’s a performance awareness thing.
today, i also began a little outline of the documentary’s first 15-20 minutes (mostly backstory on my subject). i *never* outline but usually begin with an image, or, in the case of my first documentary, a sound (a track from JEM, “they,” way back when it was sort of obscure). i am trying new (old) methods, and we’ll see how i do w/ these constraints (constraints can be liberating, but i almost always hold them in contempt, and i have not figured out why that is).
i think i’m doing a lot of this so that i’ll have a documentary that will be more widely seen (as in, festivals), and because i want to show M (M Dot Strange, my subject) that i’m working and know what i’m doing; i’ll try to have some of the film developed when i go to shoot him filming/working and me interviewing him, later in August 2008. even a little trailer will be nice. should i post that here? i kind of don’t want to go YouTube, as that’s M’s territory. but then, maybe that’s all the more reason to go YouTube with a trailer, build initial interest, just as he did with his film We Are the Strange.
anyhow, so i’m actually doing it now. it’s happening.


i’m not a big fan of grant writing, but i need some funds for the traveling i’ll be doing for the new film. a colleague recently sent along some information on a Utah Humanities Council grant, and i’ll be applying. how i wish i could avoid this, but this is the way (step inside).
